What is this?

I can't take this... It drives me to insanity, this feeling. Not an emotion, but this savage feeling to take down any man I want to conquer. As if It were my birthright, as if it were my ultimate mission in life; my ultimate unfinished goal. To conquer all the men that had escaped me in all my previous lives.. To make myself known as the top, as the head of all creation. As Akasha, as Anne Rice had felt when she wrote Queen of the Damned. To conquer. to mount. to control.