straight jealousy...

Went to a music website that I frequent since it was recommended in the paper. I've been a dedicated member for almost half a year and absolutlly adore(!) the webmaster, "milky". (Havent had a dream about him yet...) So we've e-mailed back and fourth a couple of times for either a favor when I needed to get the word out to a lot of people, or for comment posting problems on his blog...either way, we've had a few of our own conversations uninterupted or un-spied upon. Then some "juicy" hooch starts hitting on him in the comments area and he starts hitting back saying, "I'd like to taste some deep fried juicy," and crap. that really pissed me off! I don't really know why...maybe perhaps 'cause he's hot and I demand all the attention. Well, not deliberately, just because it's common. So it's really not about him or juicy, I figure. It's a prolem with me. Because when I dont get the initial attention, I'm confused and that usually turns into humility, then suspision, then anger.

So what the hell is up with all my anger???

[note: juicy, and milky have been changed to protect their current existence]